Reflecting...

Yes, I know, I still have to finish my posts about Andrew's visit and going to France and I PROMISE to do that soon.  However, I just wanted to take a moment and share my recent thoughts.

As I reach the half-way mark of my time here in Spain, I've been doing a lot of thinking and reflecting, not only on my time here, but on my life in general, and the trajectory that has lead me to this amazing experience.

Every once in awhile, something will happen that will spark a random memory, a song, smell, anything.  It's funny thinking back on random moments of my life.  I can't believe how much I've experienced.  I am EXTREMELY thankful for these moments, because they constantly remind me of all the love, support, and opportunities that have been afforded me.  I have done more in my short life than most hope to do ever, and I can't wait to see what the next chapters of my life bring.  I am overwhelmed with gratitude!

There have been many moments in my life that I wished I could change.  Changing schools in 9th grade, dating certain people, being friends with others, etc.  However, looking back on these moments I realize that if it weren't for those things, I wouldn't be who or where I am today.  EVERY single experience, good or bad, every person, whether or not they hated me or I hated them, all spurred me forward to bring me to this point in my life.  So, I am thankful for each and every moment/ experience/ person who has come into my life.  And of course, those who are still in my life and constantly sharing their love and support with me play a HUGE role.  Combined, they made me who I am, and you know what? I'm pretty happy with who I am.  Ya, I know, there are a few areas in my life I could improve, but that's true for everyone.  At the end of the day, I know who I am, and I know what made me who I am, and I'm eternally grateful for that.

So, this is just to say thank you to the small world of people who have touched my life.  If it weren't for all of you, I wouldn't be sitting here, in my little closet-sized room, in Spain, living my dream.